Stupid Boy....

Well, she was precious like a flower
She grew wild, wild but innocent
A perfect prayer in a desperate hour
She was everything beautiful and different

Stupid boy, you can't fence that in
Stupid boy, it's like holdin' back the wind

She laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't
Stupid boy, stupid boy

So what made you think you could take a life
And just push it, push it around?
I guess to build yourself up so high
You had to take her and break her down

Well, she laid her heart and soul right in your hands
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't

You stupid boy, oh, you always had to be right
But now you lost the only thing
That ever made you feel alive
Yeah, yeah

Well, she laid her heart and soul right in your hands, yeah
And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans, yes, you did
She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens
When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't

You stupid boy
Oh, I'm the same old, same old stupid boy

It took a while for her to figure out
She could run but when she did
She was long gone, long gone

She's gone
Long gone
Yeah she is now
Yeah, ohh

On and on
She loved me, she loved me, she loved me
God, please, doesn't matter no
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry baby

Yeah, I don't believe
She's never coming back to me

There comes a time in your life when CHANGE is all you need. Change to grow, to become the best you can be and who you are meant to be.

I've recently been really thinking about going on a mission...
SCARY THOUGHT HUH? Never thought I'd ever even consider going on one... but recently it just feels right and what I need to do.

Ready for Change.

When I count my blessings, I count you twice <3


Every trial that happens to you is only placed into your life to prepare you for your future

Don't regret the people in your past.. they helped shape your future ♥

Regardless of how we are now I am still thankful for your help in getting me to the place I am in my life

My wish
for
you..

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

"Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late at night. You are your own worst enemy."

Trials are meant to test you and make you stronger.

It's time to sink or swim Sammy...

Wow... what a whirlwind summer. Where did it even go? I can't believe how fast summer has come and gone, when I swear it just barely started like last week. In some ways I'm sad, but others not so much. I'm ready for some new adventures.. and let's face it. I am SICK of working. 2 jobs is not how summer should be spent. I mean seriously.. I am SO white, it's depressing! In other ways I sad to see summer go. Don't get me wrong I am very excited to move back to E town! but I am also very nervous. Not for the college scene, roommates or boys but for my actual classes. I have a lot on my plate this semester. and I am nervous!! Failuuure is not in my dictionary. But still, Math.... bleh!! Just one more semester of it and I'm done forever! :) So happy about that!

This summer has been crazy. Lots of life changing things have been happening. and I'm just taking em as it is served to me. Moving back home was... well idk what word to use, besides interesting.. I really did miss my family while I lived on my own but it was very hard to move back home after been out on my own. My brother is getting married this week, and I'm going to be an aunt very soon! For the first time and I am so excited! My best friend is leaving me for the married world soon! Dee FINALLY popped the question! I'm so excited for Syd and him :) Life is changing. It's seriously in fast forward and i can't find the remote to press pause.. But that is life and I'm learning to accept it.