Day 5. 6 Things you wish you could change.

It's always been a goal of mine to live my life with no regrets but I know deep down there is definitely some things I wish I could change. My decisions have gotten me to where I am today, and even though I am very happy with who I am today there is still somethings that I wish could of panned out differently..

1. Not spending more time with my grandparents while I was home! I wish so badly I could go back and I would of spent every spare moment with them! No I have to wait for the weekends I go home to see them, I miss them so much! And also I wish I would of spent more time with my Grandma Ellie when she was alive, I took her for granted and I wish I could change that.

2. How I treat my parents/siblings! My parents would do absolutely ANYTHING for me and still some times I treat them like dirt. It is a goal of mine to always appreaciate my parents and make sure now they know how much they mean to me. I wish so badly that I could take back all of the STUPID fights with my siblings and that we could of gotten along better.

3. Take back all the stupid fights I've had with my closest friends. Exhibit A: Alex Armstrong! I wish so badly I could take back how we were at the beginning on Senior year and how we were at the end. I was being a selfish stupid brat at the times when I needed you most! I'm so sorry Alex! On the plus side, those fights made me realize how important you are with me and I hope we NEVER fight again!

4. Not being on good terms with Brian the summer before he left, don't get me wrong I don't regret dating other people that summer because I grew from that and learned so much from doing so. I just wish me and Brian just could of been friends though during that because by the time we were back on speaking terms he was living in a month. But everything happens for a reason. That summer made me appreciate the amazing guy he is so much more!

5. I wish I could go back and do all of the things I missed out on. All of those great opportunities I passed up.

6. I wish I grew up more in the church so it wouldn't be all so confusing to understand now!