Friday, May 27, 2011

Letting go isn't about giving up. It's realizing and accepting that some things weren't meant to be...

What's done is done. And there's nothing else that can really be said about it.. And honestly for the first time in so long I feel completely content. I feel free, like nothing is holding me back.

I'm ready.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

They say a picture speaks a thousand words... Well for me, a song must speak a million!

Right now I love...

From where you are by Lifehouse

"So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us world's apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
So far away from where you are
I'm standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here
I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here"

September by Daughtry

How the time passed away? All the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent out by the lake
Has it all gone to waste? All the promises we made
One by one they vanish just the same
Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end
Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone
Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end" (I love this song.. everything I hear it I can't help but have a flood of memories going through my mind)


Brian's almost at his 8 month mark! Crazy to think that much time has really passed!
Even if I'm not "waiting" for him, even if things work out differently then we hoped, even if we don't end up together.. I still miss him so much and I can't wait to have my best friend home!